Vester Flanagan - Lost in the dark

Virginia; Disgruntled former anchor man; Vester Flanagan gunned down 2 people who worked for the station he was fired from, and left someone else fighting for their life in a local hospital.  Flanagan claimed that racism was the issue for his rampage. 

'Racism'.   Here we go again.  Listen;  Vester Flanagan never represented any group other than the one titled 'Fucking Idiot'.  That group is multicultural.  Fucking Idiots everywhere will pull the 'Racist' card when all they are really saying is: 'I want an extra edge in this conversation / debate'. 

I Remember being in court.  This guy ran a red light trying to turn left (East to North).  The red light was so stale that he was actually cut off from completing his turn by Northbound traffic.  He couldn't make any court dates where the one witness was able to attend...but the one time the witness wasn't able to attend he was able to make that.  This guy said that I had a car full of hooligans and we pushed the car into the position that it was when the cops arrived.  Since all he claimed is that he 'Ran a Yellow' the idiot prosecutor asked me to lie on the stand.  I told the truth.  I said that this guy ran a red light so stale that he was cut off by the traffic heading Northbound.   Since the courts proved that he didn't run a yellow, I, de facto, ran a red.  Yeah...that's the kind of justice we get up here.

I lost the case.. because this guy knew how to play the system and was willing to lie ... and would do it without hesitation...without ethics.  He stood up there and he called me a Racist...and ironically he looked at me with burning hatred in his eyes.  In this guy's home country, corruption is just a way of life.  Is it racist to say that?  I had a good talk with someone who just came from that country and they confirmed it voluntarily (yeah... that race).  So not all people from that country are scumbags, you stand a much higher chance in getting them.  I'm not going to assume that any individual is like this from that country...but I'm not going to be blind to the possibility of it...and not because of racial characteristics but of cultural characteristics.

So someone who hated me for being white or maybe that of all the people in that courtroom, I , alone knew how much of a complete lowlife lying asshole he was...called me a racist.  As a word it's kind of like a shield...and I know darkness likes to hide behind shields. (not in all cases).


Delusional, Vester manufactured a reality around his lies.  He convinced himself that he was actually the victim and that his former fellow employees spent their days mocking him in his absence.  Sinking deep into the rabbit hole, Vester surrounded himself in hate...building himself up into a bomb.  He used the Internet to praise mass murderers except for Dylan Roof.  Him?  He decided that shooting a couple of his former white co-workers was the perfect reply (from one idiot to another). 

In Service to a concept that you think you are fighting but only fighting for;  In ignorance to the irony.
 
It's a waste of a mind and a waste of a life.  Power is a very addictive thing.  Many people don't feel powerful enough.  I remember being with this one woman who claimed that a consensual episode that happened between us had been 'Not so consensual' to friends.  It was years later when I found this out.  I was actually set up to go on a date with her from these friends who claimed that she was Honest, Faithful and Trustworthy.  After I knew her for 7 years, she cheated daily on whoever she was seeing, words were only useful in what they could produce for her (with no regard for the truth).  The 'Episode' happened in the beginning of knowing this person as was what was said to the friend about the fabrication of 'Date Rape'.  It didn't actually affect my relationship with that friend because she KNEW that this person was a bullshit artist.   So why did she say this?  Power.  Saying it made her feel powerful.  It had influence over people.  She could have taken me to court and ruined my life with that...or attempted to  (and God knows...with this justice system)... just to know that she could.  She used it with all future boyfriends that I found myself in social situations with so that she could have an angry dog with my scent on a leash.   I always wondered why none of her BF's were nice to me.  Later I found out.  Power.

So knowing FULL WELL that this person was full of shit ... my "Friend" looked me square in the face and told me that she was HONEST.  I don't see any of them now (for the last eight years). 

The point is there are huge idiots out there.   I haven't been always right in my thinking but if I go off course I always try to correct it.  It all comes down to truth.  If you start to lose your grip on reality...then strange thoughts start to manifest.  The truth is the one thing that keeps our compasses pointing in the right direction.

As long as there is more than one race, there is going to be racism.  Killing people because they happen to belong to a race you hate ... That ... That is a compound lie.  The only entity you serve by killing a member of another race (for that reason alone) is RACISM.